Un-learn

Last week when taking into my meditation the question "ok .. will you please tell me which fork in the road I should take now" I felt the word "un-learn" coming up and taking me into nothingness.

When I was back in the here and now I started to wonder about the meaning of un-learning.
Googling the word and finding lots of quotes on the subject I picked the following:

Just like a puzzle I started to put 1 + 1 together.

The last couple of years have been tremendously energy-consuming. At times I have felt like a spiral, going round and round .. watching .. hearing .. seeing .. feeling .. noticing so many things and situations, that the feeling of being dizzy and worn-out was lurking around the corner .. always. There was always so much to learn, or so it felt and now, in the end, today,  I just know that I have to let go of all new information. I have to accept, that in fact there is seldom something "new", things are so often a repetition of the old knowledge, disguised as something new.
I have made life a complicated place to be.

Within me, this has to do with the need to control moments and situations, that do not need to be controlled and there is always that feeling of wonder, that feeling of surprise, like "why are they saying this, or doing that .. isn't it a logical consequence?"

I have decided to go back to the basics of what my life is, of who I am supposed to be. That special human being that has been given this Life to live as best as possible and not to compare, to just be .. and inspire and be inspired and not shy away from doing that and not seek for assent in whatever way. To be wild and free and loving and caring and most of all .. to feel I am me again.


Just to BE

Have my love.
Juliet Joan